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Vol. 5, Issue 1
January 12th, 2003
Greetings of Peace
Happy New Year and, it WILL be! There is soooooo much going on these days, and there is a new energy percolating. One thing I felt to address in this first issue of 2003 is to acknowledge how incredible We all are for choosing to be on Planet Earth at this time. Now that the constraints of 2002 is giving way to the changeability of 2003, may We all begin to envision new ideas, new goals, and new energy in a much clearer and positive manner. When we choose more clarity around understanding ourselves, and intention new directions, we get big opportunities to show up in more authentic ways.
One of the key experiences for me of late has been to develop the habit of radical honesty. I know there is a book out there by the same title, and it just might be a good read for me someday. My spiritual practices have gradually (and sometimes intensely) led me to recognize those parts of myself that I was still holding in separation, and when confronting these parts while in relationship with others, it can be challenging to own them in a conscious and compassionate way. I strongly feel that during 2003 we will feel the call of our Spirit to become even more honest with our associations, and most importantly, with ourselves.
It can be a liberating (or even funny) experience to just say what is so about your self in the moment, and it is also capable of dissolving a wound between two people (or two nations). So much more can be enjoyed if we could embrace the wholeness of our natures, and accept the inherent wholeness of others. There is only one dynamic way to bring that wholeness to the foreground and let it radiate, and that is through honesty. By honestly asking to see ourselves without veils, and then giving the gift of the honesty to others, we will all feel truly safe and accepted. An example of this would be how much wasted energy and worry could be avoided if we just asked our partner or friend honest questions, or if we just asked our partner or friend to listen to the perception, fear, or other irrational thoughts we were having about the relationship and our position in it. Ninety-nine point nine percent of the time the "truth" of the thought or feeling is entirely self-created, projected, and therefore untrue.
Most of the mass consciousness is stuck in projection of assumed slights, misunderstandings, and unworkable beliefs, which causes suffering that is beyond belief. The changes that are unfolding will challenge each and every human being to "come clean" with themselves, and embrace with radical honesty the denial of their own God Consciousness. Then the ultimate Reconciliation will occur.
Take a chance today, tomorrow, and the next day after that. Never assume anything, about anyone or anything. Clear the "static" out of your mind by asking for, or telling, the radical truth about the Now moment. Love yourself courageously, and gently. Honestly, what are We waiting for?
Vol. 5, Issue 2
February 5th, 2003
Greetings of Peace
Relationship, relationship, all IS relationship. Ya know, no matter where ya go, there you are, and usually, someone else is looking back at you! Better make peace now, or we may be in pieces, well you get the picture.
We are having the times of our lives, are we not? One part of our extended "family" (the politicians, etc.) is determined to have a street brawl in the desert, and other parts would just like to forget the whole thing and go home. Still others are just hoping for something different, and most of us would just love to have fun! How many things do you think we are going to have to fix before everyone is happy? That's a tall order!
Through a glass brightly we are seeing more and more of ourselves and, sometimes, enjoying it less. Boo-hoo in the voodoo? The sunglasses are definitely lost, and there is no way to avoid what is in the mirror, so we might as well face each other/our self. The game of hiding and seeking is over. "Come out, come out wherever you are" we seem to be saying to the not so loved parts inside, because the pain is now too great to hold onto them any longer. So what if you are having someone mirror that old thing you think was over with long time ago. Guess what? It is OK. Its only real to the small you. Though for some, the dark light on the fright night is too stark. That's when we gotta reach into our bag for the compassioner. (Ya, I know that's not a word, it's a tool.)
Compassion comes in two flavors; loving and idiot (thanks, Carolyn Myss). The first flavor just flat knows that our nightmare or the nightmare of others is a fantasy created by the mind. The latter flavor harbors a belief that it's OK to interfere in the process of another. When we engage in loving compassion, we are also extending compassion to ourselves. We are also saying in the silence, "you too, are a divine Master of Love, please take off your mask." When we are in idiot compassion, we insist on being the one to take the mask off for the other. Unfortunately, that one only leads to more pain. Just tell the other you love them and you are there for them, then stop! The next move is theirs.
Practicing compassion for yourself is what this practice is about, actually. Can you be depressed, and be compassionate toward your self? Can you remember that your love from the big U towards the smaller u, is the only solution for the pain? That's the practice, until we are whole again. Your mind is the tyrant, and logic does not heal. As my friend Johann Evan North said the other day, "Never follow logic into darkness."
As we get more and more scrunched out of us, and we are more willing than not to relinquish our island status, then the work of compassionate relationship will blossom. In gentle humor, we will gently and lovingly remind each other that yes, the Master is awake and present within you, within me, within all of us, and that there will be a New Heaven and a New Earth, and pain will be no more, and every tear shall be wiped away.
May our compassion be our guiding light, and our saving grace. Pray for someone today, silently, and give of your compassion freely. Thank you brothers and sisters, thank you, for you are all my relations.
Spiritlife Newsletter- March/April 2003
Vol. 5, Issue 3
March 15th, 2003
Greetings of Peace
"I Am Divine, and nothing else. Indeed, I Am Brahman, above all sorrow. My form is existence, consciousness and bliss, and I Am eternally free, which is my nature."
Old Sanskrit decree*
As the intensity of the Planetary drama unfolds, it is becoming vitally important to pay close attention to our daily experience. In each now I am acutely aware that my multi-dimensional Self is undergoing a massive integrative process. This sometimes appears as everything feeling stuck or confusing, or on the edge of bliss. However, it is becoming apparent that whenever those sensations appear, I am being reminded of something.
The reminding, or remembering, is the call of my soul to pay attention to the energies in my body, the emotions and feelings that are there, and to trace them back to any limiting thoughts I may be entertaining. For example, one limiting thought is that "there will be a war, and so what's the use anyway." Pretty strong nonsense, isn't it? Usually, there are two choices in that moment giving up, or giving in. If I give up, I am remembering my human condition, and if I give in, I Am remembering my Divine origin. Indeed, the fear frequency that is being purposely generated around the Planet at this time is pretty pervasive and compelling, but it is by no means the most powerful energy in existence.
I say this not to create polarity or concern, but to state what is, and then detach from it.
In any case, the discipline I can remember to utilize whenever the FF (fear frequency) appears is quietly and calmly state, "I hereby neutralize, complete and release all fear in this now. So be it!" It's that simple. I immediately feel centered again and calmer. What these frequencies are designed to do is to move your attention outward in a very distorted manner. That is why so many feel un-embodied, spacey, or tired. However, with each moment we may choose to remember our own consciousness and disengage from fear programming and nonsense. That is the daily practice of our Mastery as Spirit.
So remind yourself to cleanse yourself on whatever layers and levels necessary so that you return to your best Self quickly and joyfully. Use any of the tools you may have used to use a long time ago, but have forgotten, or just begin a new good habit with the example given above.
May we remember above all else, that we do not resist those brothers and sisters who
are playing in forgetfulness, and that they have roles to play in the unfolding of consciousness. Remember the Truth that we are all One, and that there are only false thoughts and false beliefs that are asking to be revealed and spoken about in the open.
Remember most of all that you are pure Love. You do not need to seek it, find it, or long for it. Remember
*Thanks to Ann White, an awesome friend and teacher, who taught this prayer to many.
Spiritlife Newsletter- May 2003
Vol. 5, Issue 4
May 5th, 2003
Greetings of Peace
"Sam, remember what old Bilbo said, "You have to watch yourself Frodo. Once you've stepped out onto the Road, there's no telling where your feet will lead you!"
Lord of the Rings, Book 1: J.R.R. Tolkien
Hello again from the road, this time in Virginia.
Spring has sprung, and the birds are singing it up, and every thing is appearing as new in the fullness of this day of Beltane, New Moon in Taurus. I am also charmed by the number of folks I see who are smiling, singing to themselves, or slightly swaying to some inner rhythm that only they can hear. My feet are tapping all by themselves in harmony to the Rites of Spring. "Happy feet" Steve Martin called them. "Feet's don't fail me now" was Stepin' Fetchit's snappy shout. And so, here I am on the road again, and all is well. My feet seem to know more about my journey than I do, and that's all right by me.
If all this sounds somewhat down home and folksy, well, the Southern vibe has already made its mark. It is refreshingly clear that in spite of all of the causes and effects in the world (caused by US, and experienced by US), that wonderful Gaia, or Nature, is busy with Spring planting, Spring planning, Spring loving, and springing into action and beauty. Nature doesn't give two hoots about nothin' except growing and nurturing and being-ness. Talk about BALANCE!
The Road is a magical, enchanting experience. It also can present many an unexpected twist and turn. It is Life in microcosm, since it compresses and intensifies all that can be known about self-trust, self-reliance, self-love, and surrender. Nature acts very much like that She trusts. Nature is like the Road, and the Road is like Nature. Both cause growth in trusting the Universal Love of All That Is. Nature assumes the best is always at hand. When one is allowing feet to lead, it is best to ask for a good pair of shoes.
Such is the planetary experience. Everything is magnified and intensified, and in response, Nature seems just get more invigorated. People that are resisting just get more edgy. Do not resist, but allow. Less edge, more grace.
When you and I stepped out onto this particular lifetime on this particular part of the Road, we asked for a big experience of Life. We trusted we would have the best shoes, the best companions, and the best support. At this particular time, I recommend you take notice of how well things are, in spite of appearances, and how a brief moment spent noticing that will steady your feet. Let Nature lead your feet into the noticing of where you stand. See how new Life is growing on and beside the Road. Take a gratitude break, and rest your weary dogs for awhile. Even Jeshua bar Joseph (Jesus) took a day off now and then. After all, he was the biggest promoter of allowing the moment to be what it is, and trusting the journey. (See the Sermon on the Mount for the details.)
We are all together on this Road, and more and more we are gathering with our tribes, our families, our allies, to walk in harmony with each other. It is very important that we recognize that we never walk alone, for the holy presence of Love is ever with us, indeed, it is in us. She (Nature-Goddess-Gaia-Isness) is like Frodo's companion Samwise. She will never leave our side no matter what. Promise!
So, keep on truckin', and see you next month. In the meantime, hum a little song of the Road, and tap those feet. You just never know where they're gonna lead you.
Vol.5, Issue 6, 2003
Greetings of Peace
"Fall Clearing or How I Spent My Summer Vacation"
I Am arising from a period of deep inner reflection and transformation, and it is very good to begin this Newsletter with a sense of gratitude and humility. Since the May edition, there have been many inward journeys, re-evaluations, new clues, hints, and breadcrumbs along the path. When I co-wrote "Sovereignty" with Archangel Ariel in late April, almost 144 days ago, it triggered an intense initiation that required me to withdraw from being as public and "out there" as I have been for the past five years, and to focus on nurturing myself through this process.
I feel that this time period has only been a sub-cycle to a larger pattern begun in December 2002. Around the 12:12 of last year I began to receive inward and outward contacts from the energy of Mary Magdalene, and an over lighting from Isis/Divine Mother. First, a couple of "old" friends (but new to me in this lifetime) who live in Seattle contacted me to tell me about the Magdalene info as it is presented through Tom Kenyon and Judi Sion, and it is all about the Egyptian mysteries and the Sexual Alchemy of Isis/Horus. Then, at around the same time, Ariel and the "team" set up a meeting in Port Townsend with a counterpart who is very connected to Ariel as well. Her name is Sara. Well, wasn't I surprised to discover, when I actually read the Magdalene Manuscript in March of this year, that the name given to the daughter of Yeshua ben Joseph and Mary Magdalene was Sar'h, pronounced 'Sara.' The Sara I met actually resembles the way I first clairvoyantly 'saw' Ariel on June 27th, 1994!
Since these two concurrent events, the connections between Ariel, St.Germain, and the other Archangels and Masters for the past nine years, and Mary Magdalene/Isis has only become more deeply entwined. I now possess a deeper understanding about the form in which my kundalini/spiritual awakening transpired in January 1994, and how it was orchestrated not only by my Higher Self with Archangel Ariel, but also with Divine Mother in the expression of Mary Magdalene. The experience I went through was a form of spontaneous Tantra that was almost completely non-physical, almost devoid of direct touch, but intensely powerful.
During the intervening years I have read about the experiences of those who have received 'shaktiput', the gift of direct spiritual activation from a teacher to the devotee, and I imagine that what I experienced was similar. Although I have kept the details of this to myself for almost nine years, this most recent initiation and deeper merging between the energies of Ariel and my own Spirit, Soul and Personality, and the awakening of the connections to the Magdalene and the Sexual Alchemy of Isis, compel me to begin bringing forward this part of me, and begin to integrate it into my life and work fully.
You may have already guessed that this kind of energy influx can be a bit challenging, especially to my personality. Since early May the 'burn' has been on high, and the cooking has been constant. From my perspective, many of us were also getting toasted and roasted, facing a deep dive into a hot crucible of so-called 'negative' emotions. Most of mine centered on some deep scars in my male psyche that were a bit messy, mostly around relationships with women, and some with the archetype of God as 'Father.'
The other issue revolved around application of personal will in relationship with 'divine will.' This mostly came about because of my focus on surrendering all resistance to my highest good. Now that sounds good in theory, but in practice, well
When you read the message later on in this Newsletter, you may better understand the dynamic around this issue.
So, here I am writing to you on the Fall Equinox, and it feels like I need a Fall Cleaning. Kinda like a Spring Cleaning, but more like that ol' Biblical adage of taking the chaff left over from the fall harvest and hauling it off to the local bonfire. The roasting will continue for a bit, thanks to many factors, but we can lighten our load by deliberately tossing out identification with energy as either positive or negative, and just treat it as energy. That clears and cleans a whole bunch of chaff (not chads, hanging or otherwise) right off the bat.
Folks, that Harmonic Concordance (see Calendar below, and go to www.astrosite.com),
is almost upon us, and that is probably THE most potent potentate that is assisting us to prepare for it by burning all of our bridges behind us. You just can't go back to the old being that you've been, and why would you wanna? Do we have bumper stickers on our behinds that proclaim that we won't part with our sacred karma and beliefs, until they are "pried from our cold, dead fingers?" My astro-buddy Jim Buss in Skeedaddle, WA. (www.jbuss.com) says that the Harmonic Concordance represents the end of karma. Yippee!
During the next few months we will all be preparing to 'ascend' to a more integrated awareness of the essential unity of all of us with all of everything. Any resistance or judgment acts as a capacitor to reduce the chance for burnout or 'premature ascension.'
Befriending endarkenment facilitates enlightment. Ascension is also descension the desire of Spirit to become fully aware of Itself as fully human and fully conscious.
Here you have the opportunity that there is nothing in the current experience on Planet Earth that is exempted from this Process, this Grace. Any suffering is only the evidence of hanging on to the past. By the way that includes beliefs, yours and other people's.
Get out and thresh that floor, vacuum that memory hole, and enjoy your version of Fall Cleaning. Hope you had a great summer vacation too!
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