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Archangel Gabriel
Channeled through Isaac George

TURNING OF THE TIDE

January 11th, 2003

"We are here. The energies of "now" are in great flux, and there are new waves and wavelets transiting into the 4D-5D matrix, pushing, pushing, and pushing on the Polarity. This is upping the ante across the board, and that is the point. The Spirit of God is moving across the face of the Earth, and through the hearts and souls of all humanity, and in each heart the question is asked: "Are you ready for liberation?" Are you feeling the joy that is in this question? If so, you may notice how you are no longer focused on potential futures, or the weight of the past.

In this past week a shift of significant proportions took place. As a result, some of the momentum of the collective shadow agenda has been diverted and neutralized. The shift was quantum and quite subtle at the same time. The above question was at the heart of the shift. You see, each and every one of you that have ended your cycles of ignorance and awakened has a powerful effect on yourself and the collective. If you have found yourselves of late wondering what you are supposed to do now, or whether you feel like putting forth any effort at all, it is because you allowed the manufactured doubt and anxiety in to your fields so that you could see how powerful you actually are. When you allow your thoughts to follow doubt and anxiety, you create more…? There is a paradox in that statement, and it is the paradox of being and doing. So, while you were wondering what to do, there was, paradoxically, nothing to do. Nothing. And when you felt blocked or impeded, you are… blocking and impeding. You have been shedding many skins, one of which is the mind compulsion to DO SOMETHING, and so you are truly experiencing…nothing.

This nothingness was first interpreted as, "Oh no! The Dark Forces are winning!" If there is still an investment in polarity mind games, this serves to "explain" all sorts of mental and emotional reactions to the overall collective mental condition, which is to say, insane. "Certainly", you reason, "there seems to be something that needs to happen in my life right now to let me know that I will be OK, that my loved ones will be OK, that the Planet will be OK, and that the "badness" will not be OK." Just more of the same insanity you see, because you are taking what is happening and internalizing it as something you are personally responsible for. Only the ego part of you is capable of this.

As many of you have noticed, there are thousands of words trying to describe the current conditions, and even though We offer more words, the desire is to offer a feeling, a different interpretation. First, it is important to hear, as well as sense, the essential OK'ness of everything at the very moment you are reading this. Now, please take note of where you are tight in your body, and take this moment to turn up your Light in those places. Since each and every one of You is a powerful transmitter, whatever you are holding in consciousness is present in your fields and your body. For example, if you are worried about the possibility of a war in Iraq, then you will immediately invite that war, and the resistance to that war, into your fields and body. If, however, you were to choose to emanate your Essence, which is Love, then you would not only NOT feel war inside of you, you would also be withdrawing your energy from the Polarity of War on the Planet. This fact of collective consciousness cannot be emphasized enough. Nor can We marginalize the power of Your thoughts, for they are part of the Everything that is unfolding. Only You can choose the direction (intention) inside of the Self that you are. If you choose your own Peace, your own Stillness, your own Sourceness, then what is fear? In short, what is Your Intention?

That is why we can say to you, the tide is turning. The tide has turned. You may ask, "why?" To your eyes and ears, and to your busy mind, it seems as if the mental illness in the collective is getting worse, not better. Remember the power of thought, and the laws of Polarity! What goes up, must come down. What goes around, comes around, etc., etc. The collective asylum is responding to the question. Does it choose liberation? More accurately, will it choose liberation? Is the vast majority of humanity ready to accept that what it is being faced with now is NOT liberating, nor happy. Is it desiring and capable of choosing differently?

To admit that there is something fundamentally unworkable within the mindset would, of course, cause a severe dislocation from the cherished attachments to "the way it is." The collective is invested in "never mind if it is causing me to suffer, this is the way it must be!" So, the waves of Love are washing and swirling, asking, and pushing, pushing, and pushing! Make the choice! Choose Your Self. Choose Love. Choose sanity, for Your sake, and for God's sake!

At the same time, this pushing has revealed to the shadow within and without that there is a fatal flaw in their plans. Due to the inherent laws of polarity, they have sown the seeds of their own dissolution through their intent. You see, ignorance has many levels to manifest on, and the results in the world of form are unavoidable, hence the reason for the senselessness that "apparently" holds sway. Since the acceleration continues to build (that which feels like time speeding up), the "anti-Christ" or "anti-Life" energy is going to unravel swiftly. The next wave of awakening is beginning to manifest within humanity, and as it does the natural instinct to LIVE is beginning to be felt all around the globe. As this momentum builds, the right words, the right actions, and the right results will arise and manifest out of the purity of the heart. The tide is turning and the tide has turned.

It is in your grasp, all of it. There are no requirements. From one perspective, We observe that you are all in a race versus Time. You all sense, every player on the stage, that this IS the big moment, RIGHT NOW! And, in a sense, you are correct. The Planet and the Time Lords have a date with the Divine Plan. The clocks are ticking. Please, there is still plenty of time showing, and it does not require you to panic or fret. However, the sense of impendingness is Your Self asking you, "are you ready for liberation?"

There is a practice that is recommended for assisting you to disengage from the collective dramas, and also all of the various "stories" floating around concerning this or that "end of the world as you know it" scenario. It is also recommended that You notice how much of that is also a distraction designed to agitate. Sort of an astral version of the Fox News Network. The first form is to always ask, "does it liberate?" In other words, how is a new piece of "news" received? Do you go into worry or fear? Do you wonder if there is something you are missing out on, or that you will be "left behind?" Are you annoyed or irritated? Does your mind go into judgment and heavy evaluation, or even into obsessing with conspiracies? Maybe you are not with the "right" group? If this is happening, stop and sense your breathing and your posture. The next step is to re-center and activate your Essence through the heart. Breath in the polarized mental chaff, and breath out a blessing and release it. Then, forget it and continue with whatever you were being or doing before. If you experience any residue later, use the breath and focus on your beauty. Say, "I Am Beauty", or "I Am Being silly." Have a good chuckle at what your mind just did.

When you move into this space of Self, where the tide is beginning to turn, you may choose to use another form that will assist You in re-membering your Sovereign Nature. It is called Renunciation. Renunciation has a rather charged association. In strict religious orders it implies a denial of something. In actuality it is affirmation of the inherent dominion of the Self in relationship to all temporal conditions. To renounce sex is one thing. To take a vow against sex is something altogether quite different. The former is a voluntary letting go of a condition, thought or thing that is no longer desired or needed. The latter is a resistant promise to avoid a certain condition, thought, or thing. The former frees you, the latter binds you. So, when you sense anxiousness or irritation, witness the condition first, and see where it takes you. Then, gently say, "I renounce this anxiety." Notice what occurs in the body. Then, follow with a deep breath in, and release a blessing of peace on the outward breath. Note the body energy again. Each time you choose to react to these fleeting conditions of your experience from the mind, you will only get more of it. Each time you respond from the Essence of Your Heart, you well become expanded. Try it, you'll like it. (smile).

From this place your "doing" will be as natural as the outbreath. Some of the forms this might take could be to organize protests, or circulate petitions, or refuse to fund warlike behaviors. The structures within support or endorse the structures without! Your intention is more important than your thoughts. Your relaxing and becoming the instrument of true peace is more empowering than seeking to unveil the villains. As the Master taught, "Who of you, by giving thought to it, can add one moment to your days?" Words to ponder beloveds, be-cause when you are in Your Essence, you of yourself do nothing! Listen to Your Essence and follow it effortlessly, and you will understand that "plans" are just interference and confusion. (Notice what your mind did with that statement.)

For the tide to become a tidal wave does truly begin with you. You are the difference. You will become a tsunami of compassion. As each point of consciousness chooses it's own personal liberation, then the whole of humanity is restored to health. This is the service then; to be awareness in the ignorance, to be compassion in the despair, to be abundance in the poverty, to be a witness in the suffering, to be a calm in the storm, to be Love in the fear. As each droplet of water wears down the mountain, so will You all wear out the tyranny of the old world, and proclaim the Day of Liberation…each and every moment you breathe! Be the tide and swamp the Earth in Your Love! Peace be in You, as You are in God. I Am Gabriel. We are complete."

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Archangel Raphael
Channeled through Isaac George

THE COMFORTING PRESENCE OF YOU

March 15, 2003

"Peace be with you. As you begin to read these words, please become aware of the living presence of the angels and archangels. We are all so close to you at this time. Indeed, we are always so close by. During the endgame that is revealing itself, you have positioned yourself to be exactly where you find yourself, and there have been no accidents or errors, no mistakes or miscalculations. You are involved with evolution, and you are that evolution of consciousness known as the Soul.

The Supreme Consciousness that became individuated as you has an agenda, and does not have a plan at all. This paradox can best be described in the phrase "everything IS in Divine order." It is a simple statement, yet full of the quality of paradox. To understand the scientific nature of reality, and how all thought (intent) and feeling contribute to shaping the God Stuff in myriad forms of expression and experience, it is helpful to keep it simple. So, simply put, God/Goddess IS in charge, through its nature as the only Thing that exists. Through non-activity, or Isness, the Supreme Consciousness is the Presence in and through all things, and no things.

Therefore, all is in Divine ordering. In the Void, there is only the non-activity that is the womb for all activity to take place.

Simultaneous to this state, Spirit is an activity that, through the function of curiosity, plays with Itself. This play could be likened to having an agenda, a plan for evolving Itself into Self. Self-aware, Supreme Consciousness is infinitely involved in Creation and Dissolution, and is also apart from it, acting as the Witness. Once any aspect of It Self, in other words, YOU, chooses a course of thought, word or deed that arises from ANY part of you, then the Divine within you rejoices and begins to know the outcome of the choice. Now here is the miracle. In order to keep the spiral of evolution ever upward, there is a conscious movement by Spirit to adjust all other parameters in the process to maintain a subtle balance within all manifest universes and dimensions. You see, what you are being, thinking and doing RIGHT NOW, is impacting far more than your immediate environment, far more than your Planet, and even far more than your own solar system. How you are being is affecting the folks in the Sirian star system RIGHT NOW, and far beyond that as well! Pretty interesting model to consider, is it not?

Now bring your mind back into the center through your breath, as you went WAY out there for a moment. What this leads to, is the next miracle, you have passed through the worst. That's right, turned the corner. Archangel Gabriel brought you the message of the "Turning of the Tide" in January, and this wave has been building and building for weeks, until today, which is the Ides of March. Now a veil has been penetrated, the veil of fear, for a ever greater number of you have chosen peace as a way of being and doing, rather than tolerate tyranny and external control. In the past of Earth, this choice point, this insert point has carried an ominous connotation of bringing disaster to the experience of many. What it has brought now is hope. It will also be the energy that exposes the poison, the heart of the corruption within your artificial political and economic structures, and purge them. The part of Supreme Consciousness that resists, the Anti-Christ, is best described as the brakes of the car, while the Christ Consciousness is the accelerator. Crude example, but it works. Well, you are about to receive a new car!

The Antichrist energy, the resistance to evolution into unity consciousness, is now flailing about, attempting to insert chaos into the process. This is blind fear and rage. If you trap a scared animal in a corner, it will attack. That is what fear does, attacks. Love never attacks anything, although "tough love" is useful for exposing concepts and beliefs that are no longer workable. So here you are at the Ides of March, and Caesar has not been stabbed! Indeed, the war has not begun either yet. Be assured, if the force of resistance does start something now, it will be fruitless. Bless those in fear, whether they appear to be the perpetrators or those on the receiving end of attack energy.

Now is the time for the greatest manifestation of change. You will begin to notice a greater shifting into this balanced, loving energy within yourself and those around you. However, those who are not embracing this high frequency may find more difficulty or react even more emphatically for some time to come. Hold the balance within your self.

Act as the Comforter for yourself and others. The Comforter is the Holy Spirit, the Shekinah. This exists inside you, and now is the time to call forth this mighty expression of Divine Love. The Holy Spirit is now available for you to bless yourself, others, and the Planet.

BE the comfort to others in these times, and allow that comfort to be in many forms, especially the frequencies of smiling to others and loving touch. Get a massage, or give a massage. Make passionate love. Enjoy the sounds and smells of nature. Refuse to allow the world to be made into an image of ugliness and desperation. Create beauty, or cultivate an appreciation for it. Most of all create beauty in someone else's life through a gift, a compliment, a kind word, or by just listening to someone who is in pain.

Just be a comforting presence, and you will know no end to your blessings. This is the healing plan for your magnificent world, this is the Divine Order we speak of this day.

The tide has turned. The beginning of the end of the beginning is upon you. This is the good news. The power of transformation is through water and fire, and now both are brought to bear through the activity of many celestial events. The world kundalini has been activated, and it cannot be stopped! The Holy Fire, the White Fire of Transmutation is now released to destroy what remains of separation and fear, revealing the pure gold alchemy of Love and Reconciliation to Source.

Breathe my friends. Breathe in the pure acceptance of your Self as the holy Presence that prepares the way for our reunion. Let your tears flow, release your own antichrist, your own resistance to the magnificence within you, and bless that resistance as fully as you bless your healing. This is the wisdom of the ancient ones, to condemn nothing and no one, especially yourself.

Though our message be brief at this time, it is important. Love and comfort yourself, and receive that comfort from us, and from your Father-Mother, and give abundantly from that which is yours. There is no greater work than this. You will know exactly what role you are being asked to play then, because you will no longer look upon your life as a "job" or an "assignment." Let your doing flow from your being, and remove yourself from the task of resolving paradoxes. After all, all you can do is dance in the middle, as your Self.

Go in peace. I Am Raphael."

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Archangel Ariel & The Transcension Team
Channeled through Isaac George

SOVEREIGNTY

May 2003

"This is the first "combined" transmission that I've been asked to share with all of you who will eventually read this. What this means is that 'I' as the channel, am now merged, or "combined" with what I intuit from my friend and mentor, Archangel Ariel. Or, what 'I Am' is coming through in balance with whatever Ariel adds, if you get my drift.

For almost nine years I have participated in a growth-in-consciousness process that initially had me on the ropes, and resisting being a "channel", then to allowing part of my body and energy fields to be available to cocreate with an Archangelic presence, to growing out of the potential co-dependence that being a channel can entail, to where I find myself at this now moment, which is to say, on very new ground.

When I began to actively channel in July and August of 1998, the process felt like it was on automatic pilot... it just sort of 'happened' to me. It was all I could do to keep my little self clear and keep my body pure enough to handle the frequencies of the merge. There were times I felt that I was in the throes of something much bigger than myself, I came to understand the values of prayer, meditation, trusting and asking good questions. My personality self also questioned, researched, analyzed and pondered what it all meant, and if it was safe and useful. At no time was there ever coercion or a 'you have to do this' feeling. Ariel, and all the other beings I shared my consciousness with, all respected my Being self and my soul essence. Therefore, the topic of this month's message is all about that respect. It is about sovereignty.

First of all, the most common thread in all truth teachings I have encountered is a steadfast devotion to the fact that each entity, or soul, is endowed with a divine right of sovereignty, or self-determination. The gift of choice, or free will, is grounded in that fact, and each soul experiences whatever its own Divine Spark deems is necessary or desirable for its own growth. Free will being what it is, a soul can even set aside its' sovereignty and experience a co-dependent relationship with another soul or souls in order to have a powerful experience of having no choice. However, this is in and of itself a choice. So at no time do you or anyone else have the experience of no choice, or victim consciousness, without your tacit permission being involved.

Ariel: "Sovereignty is the cornerstone of knowing that there is no power outside of your Self that has dominion over you. Therefore, each and every experience is an event based on the fact of power within, or a belief in the power without. If you think it is without, then you will be without. (Read that again) When an entity's personality has accepted the worldly programming about power sourcing
(and this can only be allowed by agreement), which is based on external authorities, then you have a potent demonstration of disempowerment and helplessness. That experience is fast becoming obsolete at this juncture, and since so many entities have infiltrated the Planet from source systems that are based in freedom and sovereignty, the current game on Earth is in terminal mode. That is why there 'seems' to be a magnification of the shadow side at this time, because the jig is up, and 'they' know it, although at a mostly unconscious level."

One aspect of the multi-dimensionality of our beings and this quantum, holographic Universe is that we also affect that which we observe. We also invoke the support or resistance of like-minded souls or consciousness' on whatever we are focusing on. If we are currently experiencing financial lack, then instead of focusing on getting rid of lack, shift the focus or attention on balance in money. Notice I said "balance." If you go mentally chasing for millions, the energy of lack of millions may also be known and experienced.

Manifestation is a product of loving focus and right desiring, with an emphasis on balance. If we observe the out-of-balance condition within another's behavior or beliefs, and judgment enters in, then we have in essence reinforced that individual's patterns of belief and the resultant behaviors. (Quantum physics and its laws do not cease operating outside of the laboratory, even though we all would like to continue to behave as if they do). From another perspective, you have infringed on the sovereignty of another person through your projection, which reinforces the pattern, and you have called forth that for yourself in order to create balance. I know it sounds like karma, but I would like to describe it as the Law of Resonance, or, 'if I choose a vibration then I get to experience or become that vibration.' This resonance thing is important right now, for as the veils between the
4D harmonics get thinner, then the results of our thoughts and feelings become circular in their manifestation. Have you noticed the immediate rebound of thoughts, rather than the old time-lapse cause-and-effect scenario?

Now, imagine if there are millions of entities all holding a similar pattern or belief, and imagine if there is a vested interest in maintaining that pattern or belief (fear). Well, you could project your expectation on one or on a billion that they are "wrong" in their belief, but you would only reinforce it, not dissolve it. Besides, they have 'chosen' that position. That is one of the reasons that the war went ahead in spite of protests "against" war. What we can all accomplish, however, is to choose a different thought/feeling pattern that will balance out the polarized pattern and neutralize it. For example, choosing joy as a desired state of being will neutralize a certain chunk of polarized energy. Manipulation of consciousness, or being manipulated is only possible if you cooperate with it, either through denial of its existence, or surrendering into your sense of powerlessness. Awareness coupled compassion works better. Ariel: "When each of you chooses your Sovereignty, every other individual consciousness residing inside the Planetary Consciousness receives a powerful impulse to shift their perceptual awareness. When you end your codependent relationships on all layers and levels, you cease to contribute to the experience of tyrant and victim, powerful and powerless, lord and slave, and then a great transformation will truly be at hand. The time is now to demonstrate a more profound declaration of you being the only authority in your life, and encourage every soul to embrace that. When you consciously claim 'you' as being the author of your life, no one else may infringe; then you emit a frequency that triggers others to emulate your choice. Indeed, you will be instrumental in freeing a great many others who have been trapped in 3D and 4D prisons that their own consciousness has created. Your dedication to your Spiritual and Human Authenticity is the key that frees many inmates, and liberates the souls of your brothers and sisters. Our work is to perform as a conduit of Divine energy that activates your remembrance as a Spirit. Then, all that remains is to follow your Spirit…without hesitation."

Choosing our divine identity does not diminish others. You've heard the statement by Jeshua (Jesus); 'he who would be greatest among you, must be servant to all.' I feel that this refers to the natural inclination of our awakened consciousness to see the inherent logic of serving others as serving the welfare and balance of the Self, for all IS one. It also describes the activity of service in which we lose our self and find our Self. This is the natural inclination of beings when they own and love who they are. So, by choosing ourselves first, in balance, instead of self-effacement and false martyrdom, we can be effective in our loving service to others. Love truly begins at home.

When I was preparing for my latest trip I suddenly found my thoughts engaged in some fear chatter that was incessant and unrelenting, and which was rooted in self-blame over some incident. For a while I listened to it, until I began to notice how my body was reacting to it. Oddly, instead of praying, or chanting, or calling on angels and intercessors, I simply said "NO!" so loud inside my own Self that I heard what sounded like a cord snapping, followed by an instant rush of energy and well-being that was astounding. Later, when I checked in, I saw that my own doubt and fear attracted plenty of other resonant thoughtforms of a similar vibration that were only too supportive of my quantum experiment in limitation. I discovered that I was beating up on myself for a perceived shortcoming! The only mantra for that is 'yuk', followed by a moment of gratitude. Another 'ah-ha', was that my inner compass was guiding me to be the sovereign master of my energy and my experience at an even deeper level. VERY cool! If we focus on darkness, we'll find more darkness. If we deliberately choose love and light, then we will experience that. We cannot serve both love and fear. Be the balance!

In the balance of Yin and Yang, the One Power in creation does not judge what It's 'children' masquerade as. Therefore, it is up to each one of us to spend as much time and energy loving ourselves as we do others, or we can easily begin to believe that someone else has more, loves more, or lives more than we do. Then it becomes impossible to be available for the type of interaction that I described above. Instead, invoke the Yum mantra! (By the way, a good example of sovereign behavior is the character Prot, played by Kevin Spacey, in the movie K-PAX.) Ariel: "Transcension is transcending and balancing the paradox, and using the energy that is freed up from analysis for integrating your Self into Wholeness, which is Ascension. Resolving the paradox is impossible. Dedication to your wholeness is essential. Wholeness is the ability to hold two perspectives within yourself, without conflict. Such is the nature of the Eternal. The greatest paradox is you are the Power, and that you are not the Power. Both are true, and neither is true." Claim your Self instead, as it is a lot easier. The Power is Light and Love, and these operate in you and through you, and are at your command at all times."

The illusion of authoritarian power has clouded the consciousness of the world for quite some time, but that illusion is becoming evident. As more and more of us begin to model peace, sanity, and love, these false powers will wither and evaporate. The new energy that was, and is, evident now is that people of all walks of life are awakening to their power. And the only true power is that we all share it.

We all see what our opportunity is; the opportunity to become authentic, to own our power, and to demonstrate it now, right wherever we are. I am recommending saying 'NO' to the false power of limited thought more often. In the case of your personal divine sovereignty, sometimes saying 'no' is like a huge YES to who you are. Besides, it feels good. And if it feels good, you can darn well bet that it is the right thing for you.

Ariel: "You are on the brink of discovering your Selves, your numinous and ineffable Consciousness. Choose your consciousness in each moment you breathe. The path has been opened to you, the alarms have rung and you have awakened. Now, it is time to stand on your own feet, declaring your sovereignty, your divinity, and your humanity, and owning ALL of it. What is past is past. We now invite you to walk on in Faith, and allow Spirit to live and move and have Its Being in you so completely that you will be as angels upon the Earth, and bring Heaven to it. Then, the promise of old shall be full-filled. "Behold, these things and greater shall ye do!"

In closing, I would like to share how grateful I Am to my own Consciousness, to Ariel, to St. Germain, to Jeshua, Archangel Michael, and many, many others for assisting me, you, and us in this most momentous of times. When I now claim my Self, I know that I will always have the company of Light around me, and I will know them as the true friends and companions that they have always been, and so will you.

I Am now my own channel…and so are you. So Be it!

Be You in peace."

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Archangel Ariel & Isaac George

FREE WILL AND SURRENDER

September/October 2003

For most of the past year I have had the opportunity to create the most astounding lesson about free will I could have ever imagined. Although the actual seed point for this lesson was actually in late November of 2001, the manifestation began around mid-August of
2003, and the resolution point was about 24 to 48 hours ago. Hence, the birth of a new Newsletter.

Ever since I began this incredible journey as a channel and workshop facilitator, the most consistent message available was always centered on thoughts creating effects in our experiences. So many clichés have sprung up to describe this; "the Universe rearranges Itself to accommodate your picture of reality", or " form follows intention." Indeed, most of these messages originated with E. T. Earth Mission, Archangel Ariel and many, many other representatives of Source back in the late '70's to early 90's. When we heard these words our souls were nodding "YES!" and our minds were going "HOW?" Ironic that the very engine of manifestation is incapable of understanding how it does what it does! Even Edgar Cayce's Superconcious Mind expressed this as "mind is the builder."

On the other side of the coin is our issue around Divine Will, Supreme Authority, the Divine Plan, Thy Will Be Done, and a host of religious and spiritual parables about the wisdom of chucking your free will and going with The Sure Thing. Well, such is the essence of my last year. I'll spare you the personal details and get right to the heart of an issue I see that is "up" for many of us (all of us?) at this time. In a way, it is just a continuance of "Sovereignty" from the May Newsletter. Sovereignty…the Sequel. Angels are pretty clever Beings, aren't they?

OK, I was just cruising along, minding my beeswax, manifesting and intending like crazy, and curiously it was working! Sometimes so well that I'd get nervous. I even got to thinking that the other shoe was gonna drop if I got too good at it. So, since this inherent fear still resided in me, I then allowed it to come out and sabotage me, but good.

You see, there was something I really began to see that I wanted, desired, hankered after so much that when it came down to actually asking for it, I decided to play it safe, and began to ask Spirit to decide for me. But, but…I thought I was asking aright. I thought I was choosing, then surrendering and letting go. In reality, I was only choosing to not make a choice, and the result I got was exactly opposite of my desired outcome. Exactly the opposite. I was devastated.

My expression went something like this: "Father-Mother, All That Is." I am choosing ____________, and I ask for your guidance to show me the highest good for me in this situation now. So be it." See, sounds good, but it was full of uncertainty and I remember how afraid I felt that I might not get what it was that I was asking for. That was definitely boo-boo number two-two.

Here's how my Higher Self interpreted all of this (download please). "You really want this thing to happen, but you are hesitant to be up front and really claim it by being honest with yourself and the other person who is involved in the choice, and you are afraid you might get a 'no', so you are asking God/Goddess to "fix the race" and make the other person do what you want them to do, for you, without you doing it for yourself first. You could ask to be guided in how to make the choice, but since you are persisting in the fear of it not happening, Universal Law will be fulfilled. You aren't gonna like this!" My Higher Self has a sense of humor…I think.

What was the result you ask? Well, after I lost the girl, the truck, the house, the dog, and…wait! That's from a country western song. Well, I just saw the opposite of what I had envisioned come into form. Now I know I was the one responsible for what was showing up here, only at a time of deep loss one tends to sidestep that fact. So, the next best thing is to blame someone. I chose my Higher Self
(unconsciously) and God (a bit more consciously).

After almost a year of literal and metaphorical wandering in the desert, I am once again grounded, living in a place that was once my home for a short time in 2002, and still in the life of that other person who was part of the original prayer/intention/manifestation. Not in exactly the way I originally desired, but I get the message that Grace is providing here. Thank Goddess for that which is in my life at this moment.

We all have a secret desire or desires that we all would like to have come true, and we all harbor some fear that we will never experience that truth. When we take responsibility for our power to create, it also means taking responsibility for our power to accept and receive that which we yearn for. In many ways and many forms has Spirit delivered the message of the promise of happiness, and yet we still can be so childish at times, and our fear of possibly not receiving ends up grieving us. Do you remember "ask and ye shall receive" or "knock, and it shall be opened unto you"?

For some, the issue of worthiness is at the core of the pattern of deferring power to another "authority", God or whatever. For others, it is a fear that we can't have what we want, because it might not be right, and it will be taken away. For others still, it is belief that free will and the power and responsibility for personal freedom that is inherent in it is somehow in opposition to the Will of God, and therefore must be ditched at the earliest opportunity before we do something nasty that'll get us in trouble.

Well, if we are to get a handle on creating an alternate planetary experience, and a more heavenly personal reality, we better get over our fear of…us. That's right, US. You, me, everyone, even GOD! Who ever said the fear of God was the beginning of wisdom was the first control freak. Do we honestly think God is afraid of Itself?!

Our capacity for desiring a different world is directly linked to our personal happiness, and when we understand that the Universe is always on the side of your highest choice for yourself, it is always aligned with Thy Will. Another way of being with that is when you stop being afraid of yourself, and start to really accept all of your tremendous ability and potential, right along with all of your quirks and faults, then you dissolve more of the separation that you think is there, and eventually your will IS the Divine Will. There's no more need to monitor yourself, or censure yourself, or judge yourself. Choice becomes a pleasure instead of a burden. This could turn into a dog chasing its tail, so read the piece from Ariel at the end of this for more clarity.

To all of those that still insist that the only path to happiness is to renounce your free will, and to demand that the Divine Will operate exclusively through you, whether you like it or no, doesn't work. Not now, not then, not ever. Even though it appeared that Yeshua was asking to be excused from drinking from a certain cup in the Garden, He ultimately realized that he asked for the opportunity to be placed in that position, and He also accepted the responsibility that went along with it. What he surrendered was His fear of the outcome. In that moment His free will was bonded with the Divine Will within, and the walls came down inside. Doubt fled, and fear went on a holiday. In that moment, He knew who He was. So can we all.

Ariel will summarize:

"Greetings, Ariel here…

Free Will is a gift from Source, the very thing that is the essence of Source. It is at the core of your spirit. Source does not desire to interface with predictable, robotic imitations of Herself, She creates to LEARN! You are an agent of experiential learning upon the Earth, and in Human Embodiment.

The potential of free will being used to create patterns of experience NOT in harmony with your Essence was taken into account by Source before the Universes came into Being. Since Source is always congruent with Itself, it was already a known factor that no matter how much an entity was determined to turn away from Source, it could never be rejected as defective or unlovable. Therefore, even Source could not impose on the choice a part of Itself makes, and in an completely real way, the entity or god-spark was already fulfilling part of Source's Will by choosing to turn away from the Light. How else could that experience happen? Source is supremely confident that all beings will eventually and profoundly reawaken and re-merge with Itself, and He has Eternity to back Him up on that.

Human consciousness has not been quite so gracious in their view of free will. As noted above, some spiritual traditions teach that free will is what got you into your "mess" in the first place. That is true, in one sense. The reasoning goes something like this: "If our ancestors had only listened to the Lord, instead of the Serpent (Wisdom), then we would not suffer. Only if one surrenders willfulness, and allow God to design your life will pain and suffering be avoided." All expressions of choice were now predicated on avoiding pain, and if you demonstrated a mind of your own, you would surely pay the price. This plan works for a while, until something goes wrong…and it usually does. Then God becomes the source of punishment for sins or errors that you aren't even aware of, but since it's happening to you, God must have a good reason for you to suffer. Choosing victim consciousness is still spiritually fashionable in some circles.

Now from our perspective you have never had a thing called "free will." You are part of All That Is, and Source is everything, so how could you possibly operate completely independent of EVERYTHING? By imaging yourself as separate from Source, that's how! That is also true, in one sense.

This is not an abstraction. We are attempting to encourage you to grow bigger and transcend both of these positions instead of selecting one over the other. Feels better, yes? In Life you are always choosing and experiencing, choosing and learning. You use your free will to facilitate your curiosity, AND the curiosity of Source.

Surrender is the letting go of control, so that you may be in control. Wonderful paradox! Surrendering your power is never the answer, please do not even to try and give it back to That which created you! When you do that, you are attempting to create a co-dependent relationship with your Higher Self. That never works either. Surrender is actually the choice to not control the future outcome of your desire, but staying present with what is so now, while you desire something new.

Surrender and The Will share a common base. It is Desire. It is important to understand that desire itself is a derivative from your own Frankish/Latin language of the phrase "of the Lord", or "of the Father." It is 'de' and 'sire'. Roughly translated, 'the Lord.' So, all desire comes from the Author of Desire, Source.

When you struggle with a desire, and you are trying to avoid the desire, or avoid making a choice because you're afraid you will not receive it (or you are afraid you will) then you have set in motion a powerful boomerang. Because you did not choose, you will actually attract the very thing the your reasoning self feared 'might' happen if you did choose what you desired. Voila! You have just experienced a reversed creation.

Taking responsibility for your free will as a gift from Creator-Source is an honoring of that Source. This is your destiny as Co-creators, as you have been "free-willing" it from the beginning. Part of this responsibility entails recognizing that you always are capable of making the best choices, and that in the absence of making choices, someone else may attempt to make a choice for you. Choice is all there is as a vehicle of experience, and experience is unending.

Stillness, or peace, is available at all times within the journey of experience, but do not think that is possible for there to be a cessation of all activity, all energy. Nothing is ever totally at rest.

Finally, we wish to conclude by encouraging you to listen very carefully to your desires, dreams and wild aspirations. They are VERY important. Honor them, for by doing so you honor that which is the highest within you. You honor them by giving them your complete FOCUS! Your internal and external language is also crucial for drawing to you the experiences you want. Pay attention to your words, for they will either validate you or condemn you!

Be attentive to what nurtures you in these times. Avoid systems of belief that are complex and full of information that does not do anything but over-stimulate you, but does not contain love in it. It will actually become more apparent that your body and feeling sense will be more sensitive to the 'love' quotient within people and data. Choose the love first, then see if the information is easy and fits well. You try on clothes before buying them, do you not? After that, THEN make a choice.

In the next transmission, we will address how the principles of Will and Surrender operate within the collective matrix, and how to create a Unified Will to affect Planetary issues. It is time to create the New Consensus. We are complete. We love all of you profoundly."

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